O, I'm so into clothes whores aight'. It's so bloody late at night, almost so early in the morning. & I'm stalking people whom I know nuts about at lookbook. I think I should rummage through my stuffs tomorrow. I just remembered I have denim jeans jacket which mum bought eons ago, and this platform wedges bought for 15buckaroos at FEP. I need to take mental notes that I should start wearing lots of stuffs. So xciting!

Plus, did I tell you? I like to dress sloppily colorful. O, i'm so happy. & beginning of month coming reall soon, which means money! & z going in the government's strongest form of propaganda, too! It's pretty scary if yoll wonder. But whatever happens, happens right ? Besides. at the end of every day, no matter how irritated we are at each other, we always make up. We'll be alright (:


//REMIX

FOUND IVORY OXFORD like after thousands pages being scanned through! YESYESYESYES! I realised I have a lot of shoes, but what I only wear is my yellow Japanese sandals. I'm so hopeless, rofl. Anyway, I still can smell sushi like wth. I didn't do anything much though, Zi mostly did it. He boiled corn and crabmeat, fried the best omelette and even washed the dirty dishes. All that, while I was doing the rice seasoning. Why people are so fast nowadays? they need to walk like they're about to leak sometimes. But anyway, since I've found. ISHALLGOTOSLEEP!zayness! g'night there kitty kitty kitty

[ Love will find you, what about now? ]

Remember Josiah Leming ? Doubt so. But I remember he was furking good. Shrugs, the crowd rather archuleta. Still fancy him every now and then, though. Should try listening to him. I think he's good, what about you? rofl

So, went to town with hailey today. He's just not that into you was good. What made it interesting was the influx of girls who are watching it. So you kinda get the ooh and ahh sound effects every now and then. Which was cool btw. So if you are planning on watching it, all you need is large number of girls, snacks and your very own best friend. Go watch slumdog with ur date, HAHAHAHAHA. Rained heavily on the way back home, & hailey didn't want to get her white vans dirtied. So she walked barefooted from bus stop to ma' crib. Everyone should start walking barefooted already.

Sleepovah soon! LIKE FINALLY! the last time it was, was when I was so troubled with my job which was around june last year. Zomg, how many was could one use in a sentence. So anyway, ye! it's gon be soooo fun. Always have been :D Swimming + sushi tomorrow with kpo boy, ZAYNESS!

Sgf can't stop me getting ma' money. Even if that means going through each and every link. I'll get my money wherever you hide it. HAWHAWHAWHAW. american idol in 10 mins time! Happy ash wednesday everbodeh!

Look what you can do so much with stone cold foxy black leather jacket. I'm so amazed & psyched. Now it's my turn, this coming my way in days' time. xcited!

& things are going to be okay. Gon be just fine. As long as I got you

[ I'm gon keep on editting this ]


I tried putting on million hit counters a while ago, deleted it because it's so lame though. So is free online users, too. I can't believe 7 people are reading this and million hit counters is not adding up its' numbers. It only adds up when I refreshed it again and again, till it actually hits 12 and it started to amuse me so much. Like as funny as when your lil sis clipped up her fringe and you couldn't stop laughing because she looked like this type of dog. & then when you told her, she replied in defensive manner " Like you're not looking like one" which only made you laughed even harder. This is so funny, hahaha. Can the 7 people tag so I can stop laughing at how silly I am? rofl

Alright, this is what I need you to help me to do. Please tell a friend to tell another friend and so on and on about this

As much as I am embarassed, I am desperate because I am banned for 3 goddamned weeks like wtf. Your cooperation is greatly appreciated.
Please buy from me 10Q :D

[ I'd like you to sing along ]

First picture is so gay can. Z had enough of me smiling fakely without teeth so he made me do that. Tsk. Yesterday was perfecto. Z came over unxpectedly early in the morn and we decided to get our grooves, rofl wtf. Anyway, because we are the greatest ever pita & mizi, even the heaviest rain couldn't brought us down, rofl. I could stand being drenched despite the chapalang umbrella zi bought but I had to walk barefooted in town for tiny lil while 'cause I can't stand my soaked shoes any longer. Talked to z about taking lame neoprints with me, but he claimed he's too much a man for that so we got down to idphoto booth like finally yesterday. Zayness!

Slumdog millionaire is freakin' good yoll. Go on and read the sypnosis and rush down the nearest cinema to catch it. Like now, quick. Going to catch he's just not that into you with haileyluvssssss tomorrow, & brother too :D:D MISS MISS MISS MISS YOUS CAN! hohohohohoho, furking excited.

Im done with my sales journal. Hope it's gonna go well because it's totally gonna be cool. I totally want to buy lots of stuffs! I'm going to yahoo stacked bangles later, I desperately want to wear lots of bangles. Shall watch anak metropolitan now. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[ Hey mister, I miss you quite terribly ]

This is the life, man. I remembered I liked holiday like this, Sleeping at wee hours and waking up at ungodly hours. Of course it would be totally better if only I had a job and recession is not really the main worry occupying my mind. Owell, things are looking up on another story though. All in all, I could get $xx cash money in my hand. Orhsomez, things were never this good before. O, tomorrow I'd be busy, rofl. I'll have to post up a dress and another meet-up at 549 at cityhall mrt. Before that, I shall bug myself to take photos of my sellable stuffs.

I hope you're sleeping sweet. After all the drama I put you through, you deserve it. & I'm sorry for messing so many things up for us. Never meant to disappoint you time and again, never meant to be so difficult. You deserve so much more than me. But for sticking up with me, for not giving up eventhough it seems to be the hardest . You're my hero. You have my heart, my soul and my whole life. I love you with all that I am

My morning started so fillintheblank. Woke up at two because you know you just have that kind of thing when you woke up suddenly and then you just get preoccupied with stuffs you can't go back to sleep. It was nice accompanying Hailey while she's studying in a way, it was even nicer that someone bought from me a dress. Rest was bleah. Even the huge breakfast can't do it. I felt like I can't get through the day, did not want to get through the day even though I have so many things to attain today.

& then the smallest thing people did for me, it made me so terribly pleased with life. My security guard which I been hating for the past 5 years just helped me to call the plumber because of my furking water pipe. I don't know aboutchu but I think that was sweet (:

Rest of the day shall go just fine then. How could it not? I'm going to get xx cash money later this afternoon and lepak session with my girlfriends. Xcited! & you know what's good? I actually haven't been online shopping for this whole week. At the contrary, I'm sorta addicted selling my stuffs away. Mizi asked me what I'm going to wear if I'm selling all, rofl. How funny

Stuffed ourselves with humongous amount of

• I sold two dresses, and one shirt is pending. Those worth 48 when it's all done!Counting my eggs before they hatch but cross fingers ! Tag me la if you want to know the urll * :D
  
• I got my mcspicy meal delivered and only paid half price. Because I did my sister algebra homework.
• Met the best boy in the world today, what more could I say ?
• I have 100 friends playing petsociety, MEANING COLD HARD COINS!
  
• American idol is two-hour long, it was boring, but still ( !! )
• & I am smsing HAILEY! ( luvs 1000000X )
  

I'm going to choose what to sell again later. xcited like mofo! orhsome! BYE im tired of being happy! luvcha!

[We cook, we dance, we ]

Youtube is the greatest human's invention. You want maggy mee goreng, I give you maggy mee goreng. Pretty boy is sleeping soundly like a baby. Excited for my post at sgflea, hope it goes well *cross fingers. Anyway! I've brushed my teeth thrice today!

& remember my friends, as project runway preaches, pretty can be boring. Good bye! Im still craving for mcspicy and american idol is starting!

Dawn yoll. Holiday is going great so far. I have all the time in the world to bounce from sushi-making video to 90210 episode twelve. Can't beat myself up for anything that didn't go right for the past one year but I would not have done it otherwise given the chance. One year down, another two to go. I hope I'll be fine. Till then, don't hold your breath 'cause I won't. ciao!

[ Dead and gone, O ]

Haho, rofl. If I were to do badly or flunk this paper, I don't have anyone to blame but myself. Chant with me * pita is a goner, pita is a goner * I hope my previous term's result would pull me up to above the border line, I would even just be thankful if my head is right above the water. Shrugs. When you're wrong, you're wrong. No matter how much you wish you'd done the otherwise. Still, thank you for praying for me. You know you're ever the best (:

[Everything's okay as long as I'm getting thinner ]

TWELVE more hours to outing with prince of persia to get the cammie. ZOMGOODNESS SO EXCITED! Okay not really compared as to monday, because I've been very excited amusing myself with the thought of tomorrow for the whole damned week, & I am so drained of all the energy to be psyched. And now the day is finally tomorrow, I am not sure. Dyou get this feeling? Like the what i was so anxious for kind of thing. Ono, what am I talking. Bloody shit, it's the coke.

I'm very happy now, because I can fit into my blue highwaisted! rofl! Next goal would by my seven jeans! Yes!

Darts, I'm so dead beat. Thank God law's over & I don't owe no lecturer any thing else. One last paper, and I'm down to the worst part, waiting. I hope I don't have to take classes with year ones next year.

Look how chio; I'm going to withdraw money tomorrow so sunday would be perfecto

What the furk is wrong with the world, How could they certainly chose annoying Tatiana over Jamar Roger? & so many people I disagree in being in top 36. Bloody hell, they should hire me as a judge then the show would be pleasing to everyone. Rawr, okay letgoletgoletgo.

Z has the best puppy face ever! I can't wait for sunday! Two more working days for the giraffe and we're off for a new cammy! ZOMGSOEXCITED! can't you tell? I been talking about the same mundane thing over and over for the past few days. but I don't care! I hope it turns out alright or I'll be very very sad!

How come everyone is busy with valentine! I don't think me and z are celebrating it. We don't really celebrate anything much, we are weird. Z is, aunts' favourite! rofl!

I'm watching american idol for the third time today. Yes my friends, I think the show is a rockstar. Funny how they could be even younger than me yet kicks america's ass. Anyway, I am supposed to study law right now. I was even in the mood to get prepared to study I singled out two oreos and a can of redbull, but who the furk cares about compensation act. So tedious can, shrugs.

I'd rather do this, and choose what to wear for picnic. Yes, hahaha, after so much poutings I managed to counter my ego because I can't take the compelling urge to be excited over picnic man. There'll be dress and slippers, the sun and lots of food. Omy, I can't bloody wait. This is so exhilirating. The last time I was this excited was ...

I think I'm going to sleep now since there is nothing nice on tv, and I've gone through all online shops twice today. Baby is working now! shall give morale support, hawhawhaw. Happy studying hailey! luv u foreva! :D

It's raining now and I don't like the overwhelming smell of it. Almost smells like tears, almost smell like sadness. Got drenched on the way back home even though we did buy chapalang umbrella because we hate our collection of umbrella at home. Went to library to return overdue books that have yet to be read and had carrot cake for lunch. Found this chapalang shop that is selling cheapo stuffs. They are selling redbull for 80 cents. Omgoodness, happiness :D

I'm waiting for my turn to bathe in steaming-hot water now, and I did not want to waste my time stoning. Hence I've created my gmail account, & my selling journal. I'm so excited to take photos with my cammie. Crossing fingers anyone would buy my stuffs though. Good things happen to good people, right? wrong.

Cadd was alright eventhough I almost had a panic attack because my MSI decided to hang on me in the middle of the test. It was bearable, managed to finish at least ( grin ). I need to make up the marks I lost on previous term so I can be promoted to year two. Omy year two, I'm so excited. Shall go stationeries shoppng before that.

I'm excited for holiday too. Late morning, computer-bug for hours and other boring things. Can't wait to do them all till I get sick of it. March, man, march would be good. Especiall first week of it. Bye now, sister is done and I stink of sadness.

O mymy, How could a human's baby be so hot. Shia Omy shia, please marry me. HAHAHA. DAMNHOTRIGHTIKNOW.

Anyway, I'm very pissed right now because Cadd is such a very not-cute irritating mofo, and I can't open my hotmail messages. Like, what the hell? My good luck holds as fadli came to the rescue and sent me questions for chinese. I'm still considering whether or not to buy the ivory oxfords. I think I'm going to switch to gmail because international people are doing so.

& eventhough I have to revise for cadd or law, I don't freaking care. I'm going to choose an outfit for sunday to welcome the new CAMMIE! *evil laughs. Rotten kid alert. I have to go now, or I won't wake up early and I won't put a dot here.

Hello! Construction paper is bloody down the drain yoll! It was madness trying to rush everything and writing down nothing relevant so just to get a little more mark. I hope I'll do just fine *cross fingers. Cadd test this Wednesday, I will put two alarms, ask cindy mummy and mizi to give me morning call. I can't miss this, rofl.

Going to buy camera this sunday with baby ( xoxo! ). I can't bloody wait can. I'm going to post the very first picture on this space! Oman, so excited. Lols. Anyway, went out with love on saturday and showered myself with lots of cute accessories. Muahaha. I'm a proud owner of many cute stuffs, O I'm a happy girl. I won't be tomorrow, though, because I have to study law. Watching the heartbreak kid now, buais!

Can't afford to be jealous. Cant afford to be cant afford to be cant afford to be.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMH.

3:44 AM

O my I'm so sleepy, I'm going to hit the bed totally soon after this. School for scoundrel is on, Jon Heder is so classic -almost has that faded effect on his face, rofl. Today was a productive day, indeed. Met ruth, this girl I bought a zipper dress from, and instantly we are friends now, hahaha. Friendly people rock my shorts. Decided to head down to school for gems because I can totally feel that I'm almost a goner to the lecturer, lol. Have to submit everything by monday and I know nuts. Good news is I'm prepared to take 2 gems next year.

Met baby girlfriends for late-night macs and studying. I totally forgotten how much I liked iced latte, like yummies. Lepak / supper / studying session was greatish good. & I am inspired all over again in being neat. I'm like living in a hell-hole with all the papers and unusable pens. My life is that sad, it's almost over. Totally time to do something, rofl. I wish my fringe is longer now! So fucking irritating, I have to pin it up because it's that horrifying. I don't even like going out without fringes. Sucks like ish. I need horse shampoo, please.

I think I am addicted to online shopping. Or more exact, shopping. I have this urge to spend on clothes and the sort. The kind of satisfaction that comes with guilt, yet it feels so right. & the crave for more when it's done. Oh well, anyway cant wait to get my Olympus. Laughing hysterically, rofl.